Happy Birthday, Ace.

Today was MY birthday. And not just any birthday... It was my 21st birthday. My dad took me out and bought me a set of triclad cookware.... Now I don't have to eat all my food with a dash of Teflon... Woo! My mom took me out a few days ago for birthday lunch (lobster tails... Decadent and low cal.) and bought me my favorite perfume and two books.

I had been doing well with food this holiday... Not binging or snacking. Drinking obscene amounts of water.... Like 4L+ a day. Keeping treats to a minimum. And most importantly.... Staying Ontop of my purging (that is... Frequently.) weighing about the same within 1-2 lbs.

Yesterday that all went to crap. We had our belated turkey dinner.... Complete with cinnamon buns for dessert. I got rid of as much as i could... But it all felt like a drop in the bucket at that point. I ate nothing today... And then it was the birthday dinner. Japanese.

I ended up ordering chicken donburi but I got it grilled instead of deep fried. Gave away some of it... And then the cake. Red velvet with cream cheese frosting. My favorite. I have it every year on my birthday. So japanese and cake. Lovely.

Im at wits end with isabella. My dad an I came home with the Japanese to find her throwing a fit about her life (which lasted for the entirety of my birthday dinner). She couldn't be bothered to ask if I was having a happy birthday or anything. And this is after she has spent the last two weeks blaming me for everything going wrong with her life. I won't even delve into that can of worms today. The list is pretty extensive.

We go back tomorrow. And I start school the next day. I'm not ready to go back yet. I love being at home. I love my bed and my family and lazy mornings. I love all the diet pop and my walk in shower and my cat. I love the promise of tomorrow and the distance from all the people I can't stand. I love hanging out with my parents. They are so weird.... But they are the people I know love me.



That was all from the 31st... Then I got sidetracked and didn't end up finishing or posting it. Sigh. So much less dramatic.

Ace

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