Saturday 6 August 2011

Temptation.

I don't want to eat. I don't want to eat. I ABSOLUTELY don't want to eat....Ugh all I want to do is eat! No. I'll be strong. I'll curl up as small as I can in bed tonight... maybe I can fall asleep before my stomach REALLY starts hurting.

Terrified to be 116.5 in the morning. I found myself actually TALKING to Ana the other day. Like, out loud. Like she was there with me. Does that make me crazy?

Love,

Ace

2 comments:

  1. What did you say to her? Did she listen?

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  2. i think we all talk to her sometimes. she keeps us going. someone to talk to when no one else understands.
    keep your head up. you will lose the pound.
    <3

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